So I always knew I was bottom but before I would just give head and be okay with that. Now times passed and I just started bottoming a lot more lately and it's been with pretty big dicks. I just can't seem to take them. When they go inside me I just begin to whimper and scream stop. So now I had sex with an average size guy who I was looking for specifically and it was just fucking awesome. He fucked me so hard and good. At that moment I felt the meaning of being a bottom. It felt amazing not really that much pain at all. So now I go back on Grindr and this guy his name was "hungtop" messages me and I was like hmm maybe I'll give it a shot just see how big he is. We talked shared pictures and his dick is just amazing really long but not too thick it look perfect for me for my big first actual big dick. So I told him my situation and then I told him that I was looking for a FWB. We decided that we're going to meet soon so I need some good lube for that. And I really want him to be my FWB so I can stop being a ho! 😂😂

Last time I came on here before looking and I saw boy butter. I bought it in the day came in I was so excited. so when I went to use it. it was just like not gliding at all it was like sticky kind of I'm not sure but it's just not the one for me. I'm looking for something that will help me more with the entrance and to keep it more slip and sliding...? So I came back on Reddit and I came up with my four top choices.

1.swissNavy 2.Gun oil 3.uber lube 4.lube life

I wanted to be cheap and get lube life but it's my butthole we're talking about here so if I need to spend a little bit more than I will let me know please!