I’ve been seeing this guy for a year now and been hooking up twice a month or so. We are both DL. We have a good time together and we vibe very well. He’s 29 and I’m 37. We have a lot in common and share spiritual beliefs and what not. Well, today was probably the 20th time we’ve hooked up ( yes I just counted 😣) and we sat down to chat after our session. I know he’s quite wild as I know hes on apps looking for hookups. Today, however, he showed me many pics and videos of him fucking a handful of bottoms. I was quite jealous I must say. Never thought this would happen. Never thought I’d feel this way. He even asked me if I wanted to 3 sum with one of the bottoms. Ugh!!! I just changed the subject. I didn’t show emotion and just asked him to pound me again before we had to move along with our day. So we did our thing but meanwhile I couldn’t stop thinking about everything and navigating how I was feeling so I cut it short, helped him finish and I kindly sent him on out, he said see you soon.

Idk if I want to keep seeing him. These feelings are still fresh and although I’m here venting, I’m wondering who’s been through this and what you did? He is not looking for a gay relationship and honestly neither am I but i definitely have some feelings for him or I wouldn’t be on here crying about it lol. Help!