I'm Alex, a brown hairless twink, 5'7 with a swimmers body and a small bubble butt(I'm told the shape is better than the size lol) and I've been with my first bf for 3 months now.

For context this is my first relationship ever and we've been secretly dating cause our families are strictly religious so we're both bi guys in the closet. My bf, is pretty well endowed and I'm scared a bit of penetration but I want it to happen so badly but I get nervous and tend to freeze up. I'm pretty skinny and can't even get 2 fingers up there completely with lube.

The secret bjs are so hot and when we're alone I take hours to worship his cock but I want to do more for him. Any good tips or stories on how you lost your first would be greatly appreciated.