Hey everyone, thanks for reading. I’ve been straight my whole life (I’m 30) but for the last few months I find myself fantasizing about playing with other men, especially twink Fem/sissy types. I don’t know if I’m interested in kissing/going full on into sex, but I can’t get the thought of stroking another man off my head

Even lately, I’ve just been scrolling reddit pages and watching gay porn and am getting even more intrigued

Is it normal for these feelings to come up so late in life?

I do remember when I was a young kid, probably 10 ish years old me and my neighbor would pull our dicks out and stroke them at random times - maybe subconsciously that’s the reason.

If anybody has any thoughts, I’d be happy to hear em! Thanks again!