Do I am more bisexual than gay. I have not been with a woman sexually but plenty of guys. I love receiving oral but usually feel very weird and uncomfortable giving oral.

Usually I meet people on Grindr and attempt to find a friends with benefits but that usually starts as a hookup.

I have an extreme paranoia about STIs. So when I am giving head, I am consistently thinking "I'm getting an STI, I'm getting an STI" on repeat which makes it hard to enjoy.

I've had a few times where that was not on my mind and j just went for it. My main question is that once I get lost but clarity, I get all these hookup regrets and sometimes my.moith feels weird. I'm clean and regularly get tested but let me know if these are common blow job sensations.

Usually my lips feel a bit irritated. Like rug burn ish. I feel little tingly on my tongue. Extreme cock breath even when sucking lightly. Sometimes my sinuses start up like it I get more phlem. My throat can sometimes feel more mucus or even a little sore.

I think some of these feelings may just be common after immediately giving head to someone but always plays into my paranoid and post nut clarity regrets.

Are these common and are my anxious fears llsiet of justified?