I am conflicted. After having an HIV scare 2 years ago I have not been as active as I used to be. Im vers and was a hoe w my pole. I want to get plunged but I am beyond scared of HIV and in general being considered "ran thru".

I have been trying to date in my city but it's hard to find a guy who actually wants to do things other than sex. I'm not opposed to sex but I would rather not loose my bottom card to a sniffles hookup.

I have been working out and my libido is thru the roof. I really just want to get thrown around but I don't want to hook experience that with some random dude. I do not look down on those who participate in that, it's not my life anymore. Am I wasting my youth? I am 26M so maybe I am just being too strict. What do you bros (mainly tops) think about those who have been out here in these streets?