I realize I suffer from performance anxiety and can’t cum and get super nervous during most sex. There have only been a couple times I haven’t and that’s when the guy has an alternative twitter and that for some reason makes me able to have great sex. Not sure if it has something to do with porn and needing it to climax, I assume it doesn’t since I frequently go without it and cum without it.

I honestly think I have it because I’m nervous about the person I’m having sex with and weather they like me and in the way I want to be liked and because sex is so transactional I worry like if they don’t like this they can just block me after and never give it a second thought. At the same time I’ve had lots of sex and still have this feeling accept for maybe when I’m super kinky fetish situations, which may be where I’m most comfortable.