Hey, going to start this with a classic “made a new account for this post” to start because unsure how I feel about combing recent events with my other account

M27, never really thought about my sexuality my whole life and just presumed I was straight as only hooked up with girls. Never really been attracted to men other than the standard “yeah I can appreciate he’s a good looking guy” type of thing until last weekend. Long story short went to a gay club with a group of friends, tried chatting up a girl but ended up kissing one of her friends who was a guy. It didn’t go further as he recognised I was quite drunk and stopped it, but I now feel very confused about the whole situation

I know I enjoyed last weekend and the thought of doing it again excites me, but it also really confuses me and I don’t know how to understand if it’s lust/excitement because it’s “different” (major inverted commas here, grew up in a conservative family)/or whether it’s something I’ve never acknowledged before

Would really appreciate any advice / thoughts from people who experienced it before as I’m sat here majorly confused haha