What would you call a particular fetish where the sub takes pleasure from being roasted, humiliated, degraded, in a demeaning way about his looks ? Is it even a thing ?

I found myself more and more into that, I don’t even know where it comes from. I mean, I’ve always been a pretty submissive slut but I used to be very self conscious about some physical features of mine, and now one of my biggest turn on is a demeaning cruel dom who makes fun of my looks, and precisely hit my insecurities.

I must say that’s a very rare dynamic to find (online anyway, I don’t know about real life but I guess it’s even less common), and that often leaves me frustrated, either because I’m not as ugly as I’d want the dom to think I am, either because the doms are simply not into that and tell me I’m not ugly or they don’t have it in them.

Is there even a name for it ? Do you know Reddit communities about it ? Other socials where I could fulfill it ?

I hope you won’t kink shame, I know that’s a bit peculiar but I can’t state how much I love knowing the dominant guy has a great time roasting me and laughing at my looks.