I first discovered I was gay when I was 12, I was on mine and my brother’s computer and decided to watch some normal porn, so I went on Pornhub and searched what I searched. I was curious about gay porn and I clicked on my first ever gay porn video called: “military men.” I enjoyed it.

My brother discovered my search history as he had his suspicions that I had been on “naughty sites” and that he found my gay porn search history. He told mum and I got a bollocking for it. I’m now 23

For many years I didn’t come out as gay as I was either straight, bi or asexual fully hiding the fact that I was deep in the closet and I felt ashamed if people knew my true, sexual feelings for men.

My brother and many others that I know suspected I was gay for many years but didn’t say anything.

Oh well - it was a relief to the world that I was gay and all shame had evaporated.

Now I feel really good about myself. ;)