True story: I typed "30 [M4" in the title bar because I wasn't focused :)

Sexting with anonymous internet strangers seems to have replaced real encounters, the touch of a real human being, and real pleasure for me.

The last time I had sex was 4 months ago. The guy I last met with - an athletic top who also lives alone (everything I've ever wanted) - keeps texting me because I once told him I'd like to meet again, and I just keep blowing him off or giving him vague promises.

I get off work at 10pm, and then I post on r/DirtyChatPals and r/DirtyRedditChat to have conversations about my fantasies like a teenage girl, when I could actually go out and realize them.

Today, I spent 2 hours trying to find sexting subreddits that don't have an account age/karma minimum, and registering on busted-ass sexting websites probably full of sex bots.

Maybe off-topic, but I don't even remember the last time I went anywhere but to the grocery store, or cleaned my room, or shaved, or showered, or worked out, or cooked a healthy meal, or tried not to look like a proof of human evolution.