So, I've wanted to experience it for a long time, but although I'm not ashamed to say I'm not averse to meeting someone and having a bit of fun, being fucked is something that has not happened on a frequent basis. I'm a bi guy, and the first night I was with a guy yes, he fucked me, but I stopped short of letting him cum in me. that was 17 years ago. Since that point I have really wanted someone to cum inside me. But it's either not happened because I've been too nervous on certain occasions and I felt embarrassed as I was too nervous and too tense for him to get inside me. Since then a couple of guys have penetrated me but have never cum, either as they were too drunk (1 occasion) or was just part of messing around, aim was never to finish while fucking. But tonight, someone came in me for the first time. I expected to feel something but I felt...nothing. I've had a guy piss inside me once, and it felt incredible. I wanted this so much but I felt nothing at all. Just a wetness when I sat down. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad he was able to cum, and I was the reason he came. I had just built it up for more in my head. Obviously, some people cum more than others, it depends on so many factors, but this feels a bit of a disappointment. can you ever feel anything, am I being unrealistic, I built it up so much in my head (so far, the build ups have been worth it - cum in my mouth, on my face, being pissed on and in) but I felt nothing. I get it, depends on the load, each person etc etc, but is this usual not to feel it, usual, I have no idea and no frame of reference. Might be he didn't cum much, so many things. I just hoped I'd feel it. Just wanted to know if not feeling anything is a common thing and to expect it and I'd built it up too much or if this is a common occurrence