So, I’ve finally come to the conclusion/acceptance that I have both mommy and a daddy issues sooo parent issues? Well I’ve also realized that this is what I look for in a relationship. Not necessarily someone who will be a parent to me but kinda? But since I’m also in my early 30s this would be a sexual relationship. Idk I feel like it’s kind of weird, but this is kind of what I want.

Anyway. Is this weird? Are any guys actually into this? Should I be forward with this or hide it and slowly bring it out next time I start a relationship?

Ps, yes I’m planning on restarting therapy. I’ve tried so many times over the years and even with good insurance and tele health it’s hard to find someone.

Edit: no, I am not looking for a sugar daddy situation, I have a nice paying job and can take care of myself. I guess the other stuff is more emotional?