I’m 26 and have several sexual fantasies and desires. I wish I had a friend who liked to explore and open to communicate and do this stuff with. At one point I had a friend who let me suck them and practice eating ass and more.

I have several things I want to try but I can’t really find a consistent person. My one friend only wants me to come over when it’s convenient to them which I get but I’d like more consistency. I’d love to become a great bottom, suck cock to completion, orgy, cum dump, fuck in the middle of the night while cuddling, get fucked by one person while I suck another person off, and get fucked on a sling. Possibly into being handcuffed and edged for a while.

I use the apps and sites but no one is very consistent or wanting to be FWB. I never wanna seem pushy but I’d love explore while young and just have fun. Anyone feel this way or know how I can explore? I’ll possibly go to bath house or men’s club but even then I’m scared and it’s not a guarantee.