Apparently dancing for 12 hours on amph at 10-15 degrees Celsius isn’t something the body wants to do, so now I’m stuck in bed feeling like my nose is going to explode, high on the fever itself.

What could help make these awful times a little easier and more exciting?

I assume amph would make everything worse, keeping me from healing quick.

Opiates should be fine, right? They would at least help with the intense pain in my face.

I’ve already tried DMT but that wasn’t so nice. Felt like my whole body vibrated and was also heating up intensely.

I’ve also gotten dissociatives like ket, o-pce, 3-meo-pce but they’re already heavy on the mind and body when using them sober, my friend used excessive ketamine to get through an awful COVID infection, though.

Since I’m taking a benzo break I can’t use any of those.

I’m a daily cannabis smoker but currently lack all motivation to smoke up.

What has helped you the most through times like this? I know, rest and time will help the most, I just want a bit of relief every other day.