so i've been doing amph daily for a long time but every time i stop (or the tolerance happens past the moment where i just can't consume more speed) i just feel empty and lonely as fuck; it's been helpful to mix it with selegiline to delay the inevitable tolerance but this also can't go on forever

is there anything i can take on the off days to make my brain stfu? can't be heroin or anything like that since i need to remain functional (i run a company so it'd fuck shit up for me if i'm being low iq on xans for example)

before anyone tells me to "omg just go find friends/a gf/buy a pet", it'd be a huge waste of time for me since i'd only need that at most like twice a month or smth