It’s not just that we don’t get along it’s that one time I did actually tell her that I do in fact hate him and I mean it when I say that to him. I’m 19 he’s 12. I have CPTSD, autism, and depression. I know basically that each child is a learning experience for the parents next child I’m still so jealous of how my brother has been and is treated in exchange to me. It’s so different from how I was when I was his age he has ADHD. I’m just so jealous and angry he gets to have all the things I didn’t. He has so many friends. I shared a room with him since he was born basically and now I finally have my own room but he’s always in here trying to play on the game I just want to be alone in my own room instead of constantly having to hear him shout out gamer etiquette or come in my room as soon as we get home. I hardly have my own room to myself. I made him cry yesterday when I made him get off the game to go get in the shower because he was taking to long he kept saying he was looking at something I was like so mom already told you go get in the shower. I screamed at him and I turned the game off. He went out my room and started crying. My mom didn’t find out until today and her boyfriend came in and said she was sitting in the car crying. I don’t know what to do I just do not like my brother. I don’t want to make my mom cry.