Therapists. I am F22 and often live in daydreams. I am disconnected from the closest people in my life. I try hard to be human and participate in human behavior. However I have felt this way since I was a child. The trying so hard to be human. I told my therapist my biggest dream would be to build a beautiful castle. I am in college, pursuing a career in STEM and the arts. I do not want to live because I am stunned by the fact I have to feel feelings the rest of my life. Is then, the only solution to eliminate the dreaminess with practicality and concrete thinking? This imagination is how I approach the world and if I lose it, I lose wonder for everything.