Here’s my deal, I was always envious of a woman as a child, and a teenager. I remember wanting to be one, but I sort of got over it for most of my life. For a divorce two years ago that shook my world by myself returning to these thoughts. The thing is, I’m comfortable being now it’s fine. I would just prefer to be female. I don’t know if that’s enough. I’ve been cross dressing and testing it out and it feels pretty great. I’ve been doing reading and it sounds like gender preference is a thing and ‘counts’. But I still feel a little bit like a frog, and I’m afraid to take steps like that. I am laser hair removal. I am talking to a therapist and I will be talking to a medical counselor in a couple weeks I just wish I had the certainty but I feel like a lot of people do before I never heard of the Button test, I used to tell people that if I had a switch, but I could flip turn into a woman at work. But I’ve never not enjoyed being a male. Just wish I was a female.

Thoughts?