I dont know how many people will take the time to read this, I would appreciate if you take the time to do so. I am so sorry the medicine, science, our government and really society for what it has done to you! I had things which changed me as a baby and have lived as both a male and a female, I have had hormones shift before. I also have some non-traditional equipment for a male LOL, but really not trying to be TMI.

Its really important that you focus on you made the right decision. We have to accept no matter how much we would like to be the other sex we remain the same individual, just with different parts. I accept that for a certain percentage of the Trans community it is effective, I honestly dont know how high of a percentage, but it is obviously not 0%, I feel like they are hiding the de-trans numbers, (as a few articles that have been posted here and online show) are highly misleading by being drastically reduced, for numerous reasons. I have been told by MEDICAL DOCTORS that the gender affirming surgeries are some of if not the safest surgeries, and none of them have a very high fail rate or even the need for revision. Anyone who has studied medicine should know better than to claim a surgery is the safest there is, when it by no means is, there are so many of them with 99,5-99.9 success rates, some of the GRS has a 65-80% and that is being generous using the high numbers that are being put out. Or having a Doctor state that hormone blockers do not cause ANY harm or negative effect, and can just stall things for years and then have puberty normally. This is an out and out lie, it is the same drug that they use to chemically castrate, it is used for precocious puberty but that in in children who develop normally, if you stall there hormone system it will cause some pretty bad effects, I am sure to a large extent I am just preaching to the choirs here on most of this, I am so sorry you all had such special aspects of yourselves taken from you, either forever or while. That you fight for yourself and for the people you love and care about! You aren't afraid to realize the way you were was not helping or what you wanted and could never be. I had to work so hard (and still do of course ) to try and come to terms with my gender, so many things were causing so many issues, It was before the trans movement was going, so I had a year of therapy before social transition, and my hormones were already shifting and so just went on to stay a female, this was alright and I enjoyed it. I was fairly depressed and lonely around this time, Im as always so sad (still am quite a bit). This ended up requiring I switch to testosterone as it had dropped to nearly nothing! They said it was the lowest they had ever seen! So injections of testosterone it has been, I have very course facial hair while before had little/none and soft if it was there, my voice has changed and I am unable to even speak like a female anymore it is very frustrating but I cant stop taking it. I really would like to extend my hand of friend ship to you all, and would be honored to get to know you and more about you! Am glad to answer anything you might want to know about me, I look forward to reading your responses:)