As a guy, love is not something you get easily! I always wondered why men get weak when they're built to be strong and crack joke on others, be a bully and a macho man

I was born a male and couldn't end up being one.

I wanted love like everyone else, more like how girls received it. So much attention and love.

Especially how my sister recieved it, how my friends received it. How actresses recieve attention and love. I don't know what is special in them that's not in me, but I grew a thought in me unconsciously and I had girly feelings. I wore a saree in my school days when no one watched and then blouse, wore a wig, and then modern wear, as sexy it got, I loved it more. I used soft items to build my breasts and used my sister's make up to look beautiful. I grew my hair and make up like a girl and feel my real self.. How I should've been born. Sometimes, I really wish I was born a girl seeing all you girls. Even the body, I'm jealous of all those beautiful and sexy bodies, those cute faces and beautiful expressions. Those magical eyes..

I replicate it all, I become so submissive and girly and the point is I love it.

But what did I receive? Dirty bullies. I shared it only online and got traumatized by the responses of guys with d*ck pics and horrible comments.

Few girls have really understood me and talked to me into what I really wanted. Some actually suggested me how to dress up and make up. Really cute girls ❤️

I wish to meet such lovely souls again and again.

I need that love The love that lets me be me

Telugu lo ne rayalanukunnanu, feelings English lo ochesayi.