I've been in my relationship for 1.5 years and I've fucked 2 girls (my current LTR included). The things people look for (honesty, trust, respect, pair bonding, etc.) is all there but despite that, I wanna fuck new pussy so when I'm older I can say that I did, and also because I feel that if I don't do it now while I'm 20, I'll regret it when I'm 35 thinking about getting married.

We decided to go study abroad together and now that we're here, I'm getting IOIs left and right.

We went to the club yesterday she'd pull me away from girls and explain that she's my girlfriend then kiss me and start dancing with me. She didn't dance with any other guys, only her girl friends. While that's an ideal scenario, I believe I'm letting the fear of missing out get the better of me.

We're only 20. If I don't stay with her, I'm 90% sure I won't get married (after reading all of these horror stories here). I believe she's wife material, not a unicorn though, but what do I know, I'm only 20. I don't want new pussy because I'm looking to replace her, but being in a new country where I'm the only black male at my dorm and everyone invites me out to things has me feeling some type of way. I only want to fuck other girls just so I know I can.

I'm wondering what yall who have gone through something like this did or what I should do.

• For context: The sex is great (daily permitting our roommates being present), always wants to do things with me, asks me for advice and stuff, we argue about things such as her feeling that I don't want her around, and we both lift together)