I was in deep. i got a whole new wardrobe, I grew my hair long waxed my face and body regularly. Stopped using my upper body muscles did squats only, got botox, Dieted. Everything except take hrt.

My body still obviously didn’t become female. But i did look like someone who was transitioning

I would get called honey and sweetie alot when i would go out cuz people didnt want to misgender me.

It was exhausting having people look at you differently tho.

I cut my hair a few days ago and just wore the clothes i used to and didnt wax my face for a month.

I still own all my beauty products and feminine clothing. Its quite alot. I also dont know how long this will last.

But I’m male i know i could never be a woman. I wish i could.

I still will always have a feminine side And i will use whatever masculinity i have to protect femininity My purpose is knowing both.

I appreciate females in any shape and form