I'm not considered "traditionally handsome", but I still wanna see if I can make it on something like onlyfans and chaturbate. I'm just afraid I'd I try that I'll fail, or at least not be able to make enough. I like my job, but don't wanna be here anymore lol.

I'm a 33 y.o. bisexual top and only willing to put a but plug up up my ass to see if that would turn other people on ((seeing a top "suffer" for tips lol))

But aside from the way I look, the only real problem is my job, and I do still live with my disabled parents, and the way the house is built, my room has no real privacy.

I dont have a lot of money, but ill use my paychecks from work to get a motel room here and there.

The last issue I have is most people of my interest of partners (( skinnier girls with a big rack and skinny guys-guys with nice to sexy abs, aka chasers)) actually do tell me I'm "not attractive" enough.

Am I in over my head, or just over thinking things.

I promise I won't be offended, because I probably heard it all by now, but let me know what everyone honestly things. Please and thank you 😊