It's unfair sometimes, to try and do everything right and still feel like you're being punished for being a decent human being,a partner.

Its difficult communicating I think, when feelings can get hurt, but I'd argue it's a lot worse when you fail to say anything at all, it's so infuriating.

It's simply a case of good intentions do not equal good outcomes and so I wonder if I'll ever truly be able to make them coincide.

I'm just looking to do good, and be good, it shouldn't have to be so hard to do that, to be practical and understood. But I suppose life would be no less dull were I to fail on both counts. Still, I just wish it was easier to understand why some things are so difficult,why they have to be so painful to learn.