It's amazing just how powerful an influence someone can have on you, driving you to endless knots in your stomach and making you not want to eat. It's that kind of power that makes me wonder why I don't learn simple things faster. Communication is one of the most important skills you can have when you interact with people, and if nothing else, I've learned that even if someone is upset, or hurt, The inability to communicate that and come to a healthy resolution is unfair and childish. Being left in a limbo is a personal hell I could not possibly endure forever .If nothing else, I know I'm not perfect but I'll gladly improve and grow from my mistakes, because that is what adults do, make a genuine effort to be better.