You know, I think part of my problem is that I'm a little too patient. I'll wait all day to hear back from someone and somehow the response is never satisfying. I completely understand I'm not entitled to anyone's time and such, but it's frustrating when you want to get to know someone and they just seem so difficult to keep in contact with. One of my worst fears is that I'll come off as pushy or annoying,even if I'm polite. It's why I often don't get replied to quickly, people just forget sometimes and in honesty it hurts. It's a weird limbo where I feel I would only get worse the more I try to nudge things in a conversation direction. Thus, I think I've resigned to just being polite and considerate of other people's time but just left wondering what I really deserve