I feel so alone, and I feel so angry in my frustration.I just want to feel like I'm not crazy for wanting more of other people. There's a growing restlessness I'm feeling for not finding what I'm looking for. I just wish I could feel understood for once. I am caught in this loop of anger and disenfranchisement that continues to feel like a mounting pressure on my heart. I want to use big words and stretch my legs mentally.I want to share the inner most thoughts and beauty of another human being, but how much must I suffer to feel trapped in a cage of my own design. Will my misery only continue to escalate as I dream of what could be if my peers cared for more than just themselves. My patience continues to thin as I feel the tears in my eyes scream to escape.