So I had/have a crush on Tom Hiddleston. It started when I was like 8-9 I loved him a lot but I never really thought about him romantically/sexually. I was just fascinated with him (it's more romantic now, but more of a squish then. Plus I was 8-9 so yeah.) Anyway my cousin started teasing me telling me I had a crush on him and it made me feel really weird. And after that I couldn't stop thinking about it and thinking it had to be a crush cause why else would I be that obsessed with him? I like had to admit to myself that I had a crush on him 😂 and still felt weird about it afterwards.

Currently am debating if I'm ace, demi, or grey. Leaning towards demi/grey. Because I feel like I'm only really sexually attracted to like maybe four people rn. Idk if it's even sexual attraction for three. For the one tho we have a closer bond and he's the only one I think of sexually outside of libido (I think.) I thought of another one sexually on purpose because of high libido so I don't think that counts 😂 outside of that tho I get uncomfortable thinking about it, and the other two I've been trying to picture but no thanks 😭

Opinions?