I don't like sex... or masturbating but I am sexually attracted to people? I have a boyfriend and he's the hottest person to me and I'm so attracted to him! And I've been attracted to people before!! And I get like horned up and shit but the thing is I don't like the feeling. Like I like the foreplay and the kissing and the romance and the fun and everything except the "pleasure" part. Maybe the media has glorified it and I have unrealistic expectations? But it doesn't feel "good" it feels weird. You know when you get tickled and you can't not laugh but you don't actually like it. Does that make sense? Maybe I'm over sharing but I'm really confused. I was wondering if maybe I'm on the spectrum? I feel like I'm kinda like asexual but the opposite? Like instead of not being attracted but liking sex I'm attracted but I don't like sex?