If I’m honest I’m a really crappy artist. But the issue is I’m very passionate about it and I just don’t know how to get better. I’ve tried following tutorials online and using references, but even then no improvement happens. At this point I think I just need someone one on one to help me. The issue is I don’t know how to find someone like that. Preferably it would be in person, but if I can get the same help online I guess that works too. Its just very frustrating because I have very intricate images in my mind that I NEED to get out there, but I’m never able to and honestly it makes me feel horrible. It’s gotten to the point that i felt almost depressed looking at others art and thinking that I’ll never reach their potential. This is eating away at me and I can’t handle it anymore. Any suggestions?