I remember his mom asking me who I was crushing on these days, maybe 5-6 years after we were first in school together. And I said him.... and she said, "still?" and I thought to myself, oh no! Am I not supposed to crush on people for too long? So I made sure to pick a new crush.

I think I originally picked him cuz in kindergarten I picked his best friend to be my boyfriend, then he probably didn't want to be my boyfriend.... but also we would play big wheels and in his attic and then he had a phase where he'd call my name and when I'd look, he'd flash his weiner. remember, we were 5 at the time.

so I thought he was a logical crush to pick! I believe at this age it's called mimicking. ahhh amatonormativity. fun times. He still doesn't talk to me but did accept my Facebook request a few years ago so bizarre. maybe he's not allowed to have female friends. or maybe he's just as quiet and boring as I remember. lol