Context: I'm guard trying to go active by putting in a WO flight packet So today I spoke with 2 people who I need letters of recommendation from. A CW4, and my BTN Commander. And they want me to stay with the state. Lemme tell you, they can sell a rat to a vegan with the way they were talking about it. And honestly all of the crap I've been wading through to go active is just sounding like crap. And more and more now guard is just sounding more enticing. So I really just dont know what to do.

Sorry for the whole, I've got options that are great and I'm complaining about having a choice but I really don't know what to do since I've actually got on one hand, a command team that actually wants me, and on the other hand something that I don't know what I'd expect.

Anyway I'll have a double chicken bowl and an extra large sweet tea.