I'm am MP and have 16rh months left in my contract. When I first joined the Army I had an idea in mind that I would pick a unique, rewarding job that's not like the rest of the conventional army. I originally signed as PSYOP but long story short that didn't work out. I'm so tired of Army bullshit. It seems like everyday we sit at the company, waiting to be told what to do, only to be given a task at 1630 and end up getting off late. I'm also tired of having to ascribe to the most minute of grooming standards like my hair being .000001 mm too long which means I'm a complete piece of shit. I want to get out and be a civilian again but I can't help but feel so unaccomplished, and thinking I should have done way more with the last 3 and a half years of my time in the army. And honestly this might sound silly and pett but I just really want to grow my hair back out like I used to, and do whatever I want to my body without catching flak for it. I've considered reclassing before but was hesitant because I didn't want to extend or reenlist. I have also considered national guard or Air Guard and going PJ to scratch that Special Ops itch I had when first wanting to join,plus being part of an elite search and rescue group sounds cool, but that would also mean spending 2 years training away from my significant other and other loved ones. And part of me really just wants some time off to build a civilian career.