Does anyone else play terrible at the beginning of split? Like you forgot to play or brand new. No matter the map, every split I feel like I lost all brain function. And it takes me weeks to feel normal. Tho I been struggling with wanting to keep playing bc match making. I want a team or people to make friends with but it doesn’t come without Uber hella high expectations. I wanna focus or should rather focus on content until I clear up my video list but even that comes at a price. It’s like when I make a video I also lose all my skill like I’m giving away vital info then I gotta reinvent myself to make up what I put out. I wanna help people get better but don’t wanna lose myself in the process. Sounds far fetched but I pay attention to things