So I know I play apex as much as everyone but at a point in time, I stopped playing apex for a brief moment and played something else. When I came back I was getting better and felt like I was on top of my shots but after playing more and more I've been feeling like I don't make any progress to becoming a better player, don't get me I look at tips and tricks here and there but no matter how many things put into my mind it feels as if I'm not getting anywhere to at least decent. I even sometimes feel like lifeline (my favorite main) isn't as viable to me in ranked as much as she is. Honestly, I just feel like I can't get better so it just feels like I drop then die and drop again and die again. What do y'all think?

P.s: I am on console