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I'm making this post in attempt to connect with other people struggling in the same way as me.
TLDR; Im a 19yo M, I moved out of my parents house, Its my 4th month being a slave to capitalism and I can feel myself slipping into a depression and I'm scared of becoming suicidal because I feel like I will be if I cant find an alternate way of life. I need advice or just to connect with people feeling the same.
I work at Kroger for about $12.30/hr and have little to no money outside of paying bills and necessities. I do spend my money on things that I want here and there but nothing major. I feel trapped and I'm not sure what to do with my life, but I cant keep living like this anymore. I dread going to work and have called off multiple times because somedays I just want to pretend like I'm unemployed. As I sit here on my off day I have trouble making purpose for today and if I keep mindlessly scrolling through Tik Tok for hours I might smash my phone run into the woods and cry. The worst part is im 19 years old, and this is my 4 month completely in the workforce. I moved out to escape my parents and previous life. I can feel myself slipping into a depression, my creativity is drained, my quality of life is depleted. If I've only been doing this for 4 months who's to say I won't be suicidal after doing it for years. I'm very scared. I dont want to be suicidal and I dont want to kill myself. I just graduated high school last year this canβt be all there is to life. I want to love my life and I want to live, not survive. I'm not suicidal but I don't know what else to do. I desperately need a solution. I'm 19 I have a long life ahead of me and I refuse to waste it like my parents did. What do I do.
Thank you for reading.
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