This is my second time going through withdrawal within 5 months. The first time was because there was no stock on my medication and the second time, which is now, the doctor can’t come in because of covid. I can’t take it anymore. I’m grateful that my country offers free health care and that I don’t have to pay for my medication, but I can’t stand the uncertainty. I’ll never know when stock runs out, or if my doc can’t come in because of covid. Thankfully this time I was given a couple weeks notice so I was able to quickly taper with what I had left. The first time I had to go cold turkey and it was NOT nice. I feel so gross right now. My parents told me that the doctor left me a prescription at the office so I could go and collect it but I’m not going to. The next time I see him I’ll have to say that I quit. I’m sure I’ll find another way to deal with my issues. I already see my therapist so I think I’ll survive or figure something out. I’m done man.