Is this normal? Was taking 40mg of paxil and 30mg of buspi but it made me feel numb and just dead inside. I was clean from drugs for 10 years and relapsed because I just felt like i was getting zero dopamine. I just quit both cold turkey 5 or 6 days ago and I'm not feeling any withdrawal symptoms, but my irritability from before seems to be slightly returning. Gonna be talking to my doctor but I originally got medicated for anxiety not depression and I feel he went too far with my medications. I also smoke a decent bit of weed and take ativan at night as needed. Just wondering if maybe my brain is just overloaded from everything because I'm also on suboxone. I'm just a mess and feel like I need to cut out all these pills and thc, starting with paxil.