My anxiety levels have almost disappeared completely. However, I feel incredibly dopamine/seratonin deficient or numb to life. I just cannot get enjoyment atm without things giving off huge stimation like either sex, or very strong drugs. But even then I feel they are numbed in some way, I just feel numb and emotions feels stunted. Maybe a mistake for my doctor to give me 3 meds (also have lorazepam to take as needed which I don't take often). My anger and anxiety is gone, so I would like to at least try and get the paxil out. My doctor would probably not be happy with this, but if anyone had tips on how I can safely get off please PM me. I relapsed because the paxil just made me numb to everything else.

40 mg of paroxotine 1 a dat, 30mg of busprone 1 day, 2 mg a day ativan as needed.