So I’m at a position whereby the doctors are telling me the only option left open to me is an implant.

I’m scared shitless over it because of the irreversible nature of it, the fact I already don’t have a huge amount of sensitivity (thanks, multiple sclerosis) and the fact that I can only cum lying on my front grinding against my hand (have always done it that way) and don’t know if the implant will mean I can no longer do it this way. I will also miss being able to “flex” my cock and feeling that slight twinge every once in a while.

At the sane time not being able to have an enjoyable sex life has / is continuing to ruin my life. Been married for 13 years and for 8 of those I haven’t been able to have PIV sex with my wife.

The thing is I don’t know if it is mainly psychological because I find it really difficult to actually achieve orgasm. Does the fact I don’t have morning wood at all any longer mean it is not merely psychological but down to other factors like the MS? If so then it may seriously be time to consider the implant route…still scared as hell about it though…