http://imgur.com/a/7ynTDfd

I know I'm ugly. I've always known I'm ugly. Ever since I've been super young I've known this. As time goes on, I've learned to accept that I'll never be as beautiful as all the other girls. Because of this, I never put effort into how I look. But, starting today, I wanna change that... not for anyone else, but for myself. I wanna learn to look at least half ass decent for myself. Maybe give me some much needed confidence?

Please be honest. I don't mind if you tell me I'm a 1/10. It's okay. I'm a hot mess, but everyone's gotta start somewhere right? Please, tell me what I need to fix. I've started working out and eating healthier. I hope that maybe losing weight will help my appearance.

Thank you guys :)

Edit: WOW! I did not expect this to blow up at all or to wake up with these many comments! You guys are awesome! Thank you all for the advice! I promise, I have read every single one and I'm taking it to heart! Imma work on myself. Imma lose the weight and fix the face and the hair. And especially, fix the attitude about myself! I promise I'll do an update in a couple of months

As a side note, one of my biggest mistakes in posting this was not letting my hair dry before posting a pic. My hair is wet 😅😂 I don't have a recent photo of myself but, these are from a couple of months ago. This is how my hair naturally looks like both unbrushed and brushed (I got some curls 😂) http://imgur.com/gallery/Z3oF5AZ

Edit: Here's the Update! Thank you all!: https://www.reddit.com/user/Fucitaszole/comments/incxk0/update_maybe_a_210_at_best_21f_advice_been/