So obviously my main concern is the acne, sometimes I think I look alright underneath all of that, but most of the time I think I would just look like crap either way.

I'm not sure what to believe at this point. I've started on a routine that will eventually put me on accutane and have improved a lot since then (one positive)

I've picked 2 of my worst photos in my opinion, one after just waking up and one full close up. I honestly don't know how representative these photos are of me, because I swear I look a lot different in the mirror than I do here, but then again that could just be my brain telling me that, I'm really not sure. Anyway sorry for the rant, any opinion from an unbiased view is appreciated, thanks! (also sorry for the terrible handwriting lol)

Images: https://imgur.com/a/R4FFs2i