Lately I started having sex and now I'm freaking out about being pregnant ( I used condoms of course ). There are things that are " symptoms " of pregnancy but could be also me being my normal self. Food binging - a pregnancy sign, but also I have an eating disorder so I binge sometimes. Higher body temperature - it's 20 ° C in my room rn and I could sleep without the duvet while a year ago I would be too cold to sleep without it. I don't feel nausea, my breasts don't hurt either, I haven't been peeing more than usually. I got my period on time last time but my silly brain is telling me it could be implantation bleeding because it was " less flowy " than usually and a week after I had sex. My next period should start around Dec 7th-10th but my cycle isn't regular, sometimes it's 28 days, sometimes it's 23. Oh and I wasn't ovulating this month even though I should around last Thursday. What kind of calms me down is that I might be ovulating today because my ovaries hurt and the discharge is white and thick. It isn't clear as my usual discharge during ovulation, but Google says it's normal.

I did a pregnancy test last Friday and it came out negative, but today I've read it wasn't a good day to do it (as in cycle) apparently it was too early and Google says the chances of the test being correct was about 25-30 % so if I don't get my next period I should take a test on the expected day, bur the problem is I don't know when exactly is the expected day. All I know it should be between Dec 7th - 10th

Can I stop stressing over getting pregnant? I mean, is it possible I'm just overthinking meanwhile I'm not pregnant? I don't want to be pregnant, I don't know what I would do because abortion isn't legal in my country. I'm sorry if the post is chaotic but I'm kind of freaking out also because I keep seeing stuff related to babies (not only online) and I feel like the universe is telling me I'm pregnant