I’m so tired of these dating apps, they’re all scams. Before anyone says “bars” that is not an option as I have very bad social anxiety and don’t like loud, crowded places as I am autistic. I’m so lonely and would like to make more friends but it’s so difficult for the reasons outlined above. I also prefer being friends with women over other men so that’s probably part of my problems. I’m not into a lot of “guy” activities, I prefer a quiet laid back space. I feel like Ames is 95% students or super elderly Trump supporters and I don’t really like either group.

It is here that I should probably disclose that I don’t like kids and that is probably one of my biggest hurdles as it seems like every single woman close to my age around here has kids.

I’m also very atheist so I don’t really vibe with religious people either.

What I think I’m saying is that I do not really fit in here