It's not that I have lost it. The situation is so complex for an amateur like me that I just have no idea what to think anymore. I know the system is horribly corrupted. I know hedge funds haven't closed. At least I think I do based on what I read here. I am a total passenger, which you smart people need to have the weight to succeed. I really have no idea what is going to happen. But I know a couple of things There is no way I can ever break out of my position as a tiny debt-overwhelmed uppermidleclass cog in a giant machine that exists only to feed the greedy overlords ... other than MOASS. And I know the only way to break the corrupt system ... as above ... is MOASS. Rational ... irrational? It doesn't really matter. I'm in till the end.