I'm 19 yr old I'm community college, I feel fucking worthless I have like one person who I occasionally talk to like once a week I'll meet some one new make plans to hangout or call and get ghosted, trying to get a relationship is the same way. I just don't fucking know anymore dude like what's the point? Am I just going to be this sad excuse of a human, if I'm even that? Like omegle has become a fucking crutch to have some one to talk to for even 5 fucking minutes. I've tried working out, I have hobbies, I've tried putting myself out there. I just feel like this is it, this is the peak it's just nothing but a life of work and sleep. I don't get joy out of my hobbies anymore I don't feel excited when I learn a new piece of music or get a new longboard built or beat a new game, it's just all so dull. I just don't get the point in me anymore, like I serve no purpose. And it's not like when I talk to people I bring these feelings up and drag them down I actively listen and try to look genuinely excited for them but it all just ends the same what's the fucking point anymore man.