Women have come and gone over my lifetime. A few divorces. Heart breaks too. However, I always remember my favorite ex girlfriend. The love of my life. A woman like no other. A spark I only felt once. I didn't love either of my wives like I did her.

January 15th 2016. Allentown Pennsylvania. There had been a heavy snowstorm. The ground was covered in more than 10 inches of snow. She called me to travel to her house in the middle of the night. I decided to drive to Allentown from South Jersey to see her. I had to make my way to her house through the snow. She wanted to see me. I couldn't resist. I left at her request.

We had been officially broken up since November that same year. I knew we were never getting back together. I knew in my heart that this would be our official goodbye.

I drove to her house. We made love immediately. We made love again. We went for a third time.

We lay in bed cuddling. I played with her hair. She walked me out to my car. We hugged for a long goodbye. I sat there a minute. I drove away slow.

I returned home to Jersey. She sent me a song called, "I'll never forget you." Our final goodbye. She had to let me go...

I never forgot her. I compare all love to her. I remember my choices. The decisions I made?

I still have what I choose over her. I poison my liver. My late night comfort is still by my side.