Well, I made it through one week. I feel like I made it only because I’m traumatized about my last experience. I finally went to the doctor and they said I have an inflamed intestine. I was doing a whole bunch of research on my own which basically scared the living daylights out of me as well because it kept saying everything lead to death. It was still nice to learn a few things about how alcohol deteriorates your body and mind. Anyways, with my experience, the first 3-4 days were the worst. I finally started sleeping better and not feeling as “out of it” or loopy around the 5th day. My girl had a drink and although I wanted one, I am somewhat determined not to have another drink until my friends wedding. I have been smoking to take some of the edge off but not too much where it’s a habit or out of control. Every day, it’s still a constant battle to say no but everyday I do say no, it’s a win so I’ll take it. I hope everyone is staying strong and doing the best that they can in the situation that they are in! I know it’s hard and testing but if no one else is, I am rooting for you!