Hi my name is Liz and I’m not sure if I’m posting in the right place or if I’m breaking a rule if I am I’m sorry I also hope this isn’t going to be triggery to anyone. So CW: alcohol abuse, recovery, medical issues.

My partner is an alcoholic they recently had a relapse close to their one year mark and I’m scared for them. It’s been about 3 weeks. They seem to be doing better they’ve been doing national novel writing month and I’m really proud of them. I even felt secure enough to go do one last solo camping trip this year.

I’m still scared for them though more scared than I want to let on. It’s not that I don’t trust them but I’m not sure I trust them... ya know?

Last nights I slept over and i saw them last Wednesday. They have some incredibly nasty scratches on them from itching. I know scratching and itching can be a sign of withdraw. I don’t know what to do. I’m so scared for them.